"For the Sin that We Have Committed by Forgetfulness
"For the Sin that We Have Committed by Forgetfulness"
Based on a sicha by
He made him ride on the high places of the earth, and he ate the produce of the fields; and he made him suck honey out of the rock, and oil out of the flinty rock; Butter of cows, and milk of sheep, with fat of lambs, and rams of the breed of Bashan, and goats, with the fat of kidneys of wheat; and you did drink the wine of the pure blood of the grape. But Yeshurun became fat, and kicked; you have become fat, you have become thick, you are covered with fatness; then he forsook God who made him, and lightly esteemed the Rock of his salvation. They provoked him to jealousy with strange gods, with abominations provoked they him to anger. They sacrificed to powerless spirits, not to God; to gods whom they knew not; to new gods that came newly up, whom your fathers feared not. You are unmindful of the Rock that fathered you, and have forgotten God who formed you. (Devarim 32:13-18)
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The last of these verses states, "You are unmindful of the Rock that fathered you, and have forgotten the God Who formed you." These verses speak both of forgetting God and of turning to idolatry. The verse in Yirmiyahu considers this same twin violation as two separate infractions: "For My nation has doubly wronged Me; they have abandoned Me, the Source of the fresh, life-giving, waters, to dig themselves pits, broken pits, which cannot even retain water" (2:13). The prophet speaks of both the abandonment of God and of turning to idolatry. Presumably one will only turn to idol worship if one forgets God. If one is eminently aware of Gods Presence, how could he possibly worship idols?
The Torah speaks here of the Jewish people sinning out of a sense of satiation and complacency, at which point they did not feel dependent on God. Against this backdrop, the Torah writes, And they forgot God who fashioned them... They provoked His jealousy by worshipping others.
The Torah warns against forgetting God and turning to idolatry in several other contexts as well (see, for instance, Devarim 4:23, 6:12, 8:11-14, 18-19). Moshe reminds the people not to forget God, whether out of physical complacency leading to haughtiness, or due to other factors that may cause one to forget. In place of these, what is the formula for the appropriate mindset? Shivviti Hashem le-negdi tamid I envision myself constantly positioned before God (Tehillim 16:8). What we need to do is to constantly recall Gods Presence as being before us.
In the context of the opening verse of the Ten Commandments, Anokhi Hashem Elokekha asher hotzeitikha mei-eretz Mitzrayim mi-beit avadim I am the Lord your God who took you out of the land of Egypt, from the house of bondage, both the Ibn Ezra and the Kuzari speak of why the Exodus from Egypt is singled out rather than the creation of the world. They answer that the Exodus signifies more than Gods existence, but His Providence, His direct connection to, and involvement with, the people, and this is of greater significance at the Sinai revelation. Not only did God create the world, but He has a relationship of some sort with the people, and they are connected to Him.
The Ramban (Commentary on the Rambam's Sefer Ha-mitzvot, additional negative commandments, 2) counts the prohibition to forget, or the obligation to remember, the revelation at Sinai, as a negative commandment or prohibition. He asserts that we cannot allow the recollection of that revelation to leave our consciousness; rather, we should think about it all our days. He speaks not only of the factual recollection, but rather of the experiential, existential elements of the Sinai experience. Incorporating the lessons and experience of the revelation at Sinai into our lives, bearing that experience in mind, is central to recalling our connection to God.
The Mishna in Pirkei Avot (3:8) states that anyone who forgets anything he learns is "liable with his very soul." The Mishna then qualifies this by asking: does this apply even if his continuing studies were too much for him to recall? The Mishna answers that, in such a case, the aforementioned harsh statement does not apply; he is only "liable with his soul" if he consciously removed them [his studies] from his heart.
What is meant by "removing" one's studies from his heart? Does it mean that he literally acts to remove the memory from his consciousness? Perhaps it means that he does not make any effort to remember it.
Nonetheless, even if some active "removal" is required to reach the level of "being liable with his very soul," we must demand of ourselves a much greater conscientiousness of the word of God than simply not removing it from our hearts. On the contrary, we must make a conscious effort to assure that our Torah study remains with us.
When we speak of zikkaron, of remembering God, of fulfilling the charge, "And you shall remember the Lord your God" (Devarim 8:18), we are speaking of more than simply knowing the facts. An existential connection is implied as well.
On Rosh Ha-shana, we recite the prayer of Zikhronot, remembrances. The zikkaron spoken of there is certainly not merely factual recollection. We introduce God's remembrance of Noach as follows: "And You also remembered Noach lovingly, taking account of him ." This zekhira involves attention and care on the part of God toward Noach, for example. When we speak of zikkaron on our part toward God, what is required is much more than the knowledge that He exists, but rather an existential awareness of His Presence.
In the modern era, the problem of "your heart shall become haughty, and you shall forget the Lord your God" is an acute one. But the problem is not manifest so much, at least among people who consider themselves religious, in the following concern, expressed by the Torah in another context, which was a major concern in some earlier generations: "And he [the heathen] will call you [to join him], and you will partake of his [idolatrous] offering" (Shemot 34:16). Rather, the Achilles' heel of the modern religious person is this existential awareness of God's Presence in his daily life. We know the answers to the questions, and we know that He is there.
What level of awareness is demanded? The Rambam sets out a very ambitious level in his discussion of the criteria for appropriate love of God in Hilkhot Teshuva (10:3):
What is the proper level of love that one is to have toward God? It is a very powerful love, such that your soul is bound up in the love of God as if you are lovesick, like one whose mind cannot turned away from the love of a woman, for he is constantly engaged in thinking of her, whether sitting or standing, eating or drinking. Greater than that should be ones love for God .
If I were to compose an "al cheit," a confession to be recited in the Vidui service on Yom Ha-kippurim, for our era, it would be the following: "Al cheit she-chatanu lefanekha be-heseach ha-da'at [We confess] for the sin that we have committed before You of neglect and lack of conscious attention."
We need, especially at this time of year, to work on this awareness and connection. On Shabbat Shuva we read in the Haftara, "Shuva Yisrael ad Hashem Elokekha Return, O Israel, to the Lord your God" (Hoshea 14:2), indicating that the process of teshuva is a return to God. May it be His will that we merit the application of Moshe's statement, which we recite toward the end of the Musaf service on Rosh Ha-shana and Yom Ha-kippurim: "Ve-attem ha-devekim ba-Hashem Elokekhem, chayyim kullekhem ha-yom You who cling to the Lord your God are alive today" (Devarim 4:4).
[This sicha was delivered on Leil Shabbat, Parashat Ha'azinu-Shuva, 5763 (2002).]